Today is october 7,people say i was born on this day. What a memory we all live in .the place where i was born people dont celebrate each other birthday.they are not even aware about such.my friends want to do something,i feel so embrassed but my subsconscious enjoys the moment of attention.
This morning martial said happy birthday,i guess thats the only real wish i will recieve for the day. So many friends at orkut wished me happy birthday,this is just orkut reminder and these folks dont want to miss out anything. Some of the wishes were quite sweet .for example of my old friend wished ,who would rarely write a word to me ....
Desire to get attention has run so deeper in my mind that i want my friends to remember my day on their own...this is such a unreasonable demand from them in this age of fleeting agenda,schedules and overall transistory lives...
We keep accumulating year after year without growing in a real sense of growth.
this morning while coming from grand central ,on my way to office i met about whom i think about all the time ...martial and me call her "the gal" ,she has a nickname for me Abu and i call her sugar mama ....
i find her so attractive and compatible..its just the timing.. She is taken by her ex boy friend. Everytime i am on loosing end ....feeling of loss and my self confidence get weak ... We work together ,and she says that she needs to keep our interaction at working level ...simple working associate ...
Life is big and love is bigger and stronger than us ...lets see what happens as we both spend our evenings separately and in its own intimacy.
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